Waiting is a trial

So as the world waits impatiently for YouTube to do what ever it has to the video to make it accessible.... time slowly slinks by.

i went to a Moving Out party last night hosted by someone i met last June at the Trans Health Conference. They were at the time in a relationship with a friend of mine. (Learned last night that that has ended.) Bex is leaving their house of the last year with a lot of sore, sour, burnt and burdened feelings.  They invited friends over to celebrate and to burn our troubles away in a backyard fire.  i had thought i was just going to go and make a social appearance but i needed this too.  Some of the guests threw in the whole year 2011 several times. Along with their bosses and jobs and other constraining circumstances.  Wendy who was the most active participant at first eventually explain her approach was BURN ANYTHING that you are having problems with! Not to rid yourself of them per se but to transform them and free them from their current bound situation. HA!
That was a nice invitation!
So i added Reluctance, Hesitancy, one geared towards my Lover/friends the wording which i presently can't conjure back up, Family, and one more.....hmmm.... These are things that i want to see transformed, released from their current stuck bound place in my life.  We made it even more special with Sparklers and by adding the dried up boughs of Bex' x-mas tree from last year for lots of snap-crackle-pop.  Bex is finishing up the ritual in a special private way.  So mote it be.  Thanks Bex!

And we had grilled cheese sandwiches, and roasted red pepper soup and mini-wafer cookies(stroopwafels) and fauncy chocolate covered cookies from Trader Joe's.  Well into the evening another friend of Bex' showed up, in the midst of our burnings, and Mason turns out to be co-workers with Morgan at the Attic Youth Center. so nice to have the circle be revealed.

Still waiting for the video to be available..... Maybe i need to upload it again....